* 我没有心情 * ~~~~

下午五点多，在学校游来游去，天要黑了，心却要凉了. . .

another sleepless nite

# 0015am uni #

i know this is going to be another sleepless nite T.T
used to and i love to do things last minute =p (ppl will nvr change betul kan)
persuade my housemates to came uni to do assignmt coz i know i will easily get distract if i do it in my room ( my bed is soft @.@ food also tempting @_@)
so many ideas running through my mind... - -lll bt still i need time to process laa
been sitting here for almost 6 hours bt i produced less thn 50% of work oni laa - -ll slow-nya
seriously i feel so glad, to hav a generous fren @_@
i askd him to guide, bt he send me his whole assignmt! together with sum useful resources
@_@ in fact i oni knew him like less thn 1 week @_@ zap dou laa me

* just had my large size McD T.T now craving for gud food laa... i mau makan sushi T.T*

# 0359am still in uni#

Sienzzzzz~~~~~~but i must say,
it is quite happy to see the increasing number of words and slides in my assignt =)
40% more and 6 hrs to go! jia you jia you~
T.T i feel pain in my kidney again.. how kesian it is
ok i promised i will pursue healthy lifestyle and exercise more once i settle all these annoyin assignmtsssss =p

# 0713am still in uni - -lll#

@_@ the first time i see sun rise in uni - -lll
and finally~ i am done with my vy mafan's assignmt !
According to one of my fren (2008), he took 1 fucking week to finish fa1 assigntm - -lll
I know i am lucky, i took 13 hrs T.T
words cant express hw excited i am =p muahahhaha
super exhausted and my eyes r super dry @_@ shouldnt wear contact lens la
bt still cannt go home yet have to wait for another lousy kurakura - -lll

summore, i got class at 9am!!! and i am not going to skip it!

muahahha... if u ask me, did i learn my lesson this time?
i will definitely say no, coz ppl will nvr change, so do i =p
meow's theory " the best idea will only come in last minute!" =p

* i miss my bed *

最后的最后

每一天 我告诉自己

今天 要是最后一次难过

结果 每一天

我让我自己失望

你问我 为什么

我却已经说不出口了

你说 想太多

我却已经没有力气辩解

如果 明天

是结束的休止符

那么 最后的最后

编写的笔会在谁的手上？

Daffodil

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"D a f f o d i l"
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开始注意到这个字，是因为一首歌

一首写给Vincent Van Gogh 的 "vincent" aka "starry starry night"



里面有一句那样的歌词，笨笨的我后知后觉今天才知道daffodil长成什么样

这是我的daffodils, 在我的书桌，散发悠悠的香气 (如果你的爱，像那样，多好）

今天，是Aus的《Daffodil Day》, the largest fundraising project supported by Aus cancer council

我很kepo, 所以我去买花 （没有rules规定不能买花给自己！- -lll) 送我花好吗？T.T

然后，这个很奇怪的东西 - -lll 是mascot吗？

我想~今天我应该会比较美一点~ muahahah 因为我还做了另外一件事~

Before~
And after~

原本是四个人来的，结果只有我成功~ 这里的red cross还真严~@_@

她还说，you have excellent haemoglobin level today @_@ （我是发梦吗？我还以为我low haemo的，我还以为我低血压，我还以为我贫血的 @_@ ok laa... 可能补品有效 - -lll)

原来“感觉”是骗人的，以前觉得自己很壮很健康，却三番四次被pusat darah negara拒绝，结果明明昨天才睡了超少的，结果明明最近觉得自己身体不太好 - -lll

还有，姐姐今天教你一句成语，叫“小题大做” 你看一下啦，成何体统 - -lll 区区捐个血，包成那样，之后的refreshment更不用讲 @_@ 我们的malaysia就不同啦~ 粗鲁的拍打你的手找血管，捐完之后，丢给你一块胶布，refreshment table上，几桶supermarket卖的饼干，稀稀的milo~ 搞掂~ 是不是很cost efficient + save resources 咧~

*我很累咧~却还有endless的assignmtssss 这样下去很快‘凋谢’的 T.T 而我的daffodils依然在低调地炫耀美丽 - -lll 很contrast - -lll

十个小时与一个公升

如果你有十个小时

你会做什么？

我用了我的十个小时

哭了十八张tissue - -lll

因为.......

我看了《一公升的眼泪》

眼睛哭得很肿了

不要来惹我

眼泪干了啦 - -lll

next.... 要哭assignmt了 - -lll

*当哪一天，眼泪哭干了以后，是不是不会再伤心？

*既然眼泪干了，那么我可不可以乘机做一点必须要做却害怕痛的事？

刘翔退赛

。。。。万人瞩目的刘翔退赛咧。。。。

我也很失落 T.T

我也很爱跨栏

我也知道伤心不能改变什么

失望是难免的

喂,我看不到olympics啦 T.T

uni 1.59am

its almost 2am and i am still sitting in uni computer pool
starring at my 10% finished's IMT assignmt
having my very 'kao' nescafe bought frm vending machine
(great facilities in unisa - -lll)
and i feel sleepy T.T and exhausted >_<
got no mood to continue my assignmt
wanted so much to cum out with a 'quality' assignmt
and yet, nthn i can do
feel so helpless la me - -lll

*i miss my frens i miss my family i miss my home i miss my coll i miss alcohol i miss cigg i missed myself* - -lll


i know u wan to say smthn...

ok.... i admit.....
AKU EMO LAGI - -lll
or i should say.... "i am fucking emo"

yes... i am rude i kurang ajar i am spoiled kid..
i am always not good enuf in every aspect... so wat ?
i love being myself and please dun try to change me la weh
i am not mend for experiment, for substitution or watever back up laa
if u dun like, die far far away
(in more polite way, *please proceed to the nex counter*)